Post by Ange Keating on Oct 15, 2012 13:59:45 GMT -8
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The rest of the vacation went by painfully slow, Elijah spending most of it tucked in bed counting the speckles on his ceiling and trying to force any thoughts of Emma from his mind.[/blockquote][/size]
…Not like that had gone successfully.
“Elijah!” A voice rang, fist pounding on the door. Of course; because it was impossible to get a moment of privacy in this house.
His lips clenched together as he momentarily stopped shoving clothes angrily in his suitcase. “What the hell do you want?”
The pudgy man slipped through the slit in the door, hands crossed behind his back remorsefully. “Did you and Emma break up or something?”
“Because that wasn’t painfully obvious when she stormed out of the house in the middle of the day with no word to anyone,” he muttered, throwing a t-shirt into the case.
“What happened?” Rylee questioned, unresponsive to his bitterness.
“Not in the mood.”
“You seemed like you really liked her,” he continued. “I don’t believe you just stopped liking each other. I may not know a shitload about love, but that much is obvious.”
Elijah’s touched Emma’s ring, now strung onto the chain that held his dog tags, before narrowing his eyes at him. “I did -- I do.”
“Then what? Why aren’t you two together?”
“Because it’s better off that way, okay?” Elijah hissed. “My mother was right. I’m incapable of loving anybody. I tried. I failed. And that’s it. Now get out.”
Silence hung heavy in the room for so long he actually glanced over his shoulder to make sure the little shit had left.
He hadn’t.
“Why are you still here?” Elijah continued, voice sharp.
“Because it’s alarming how obvious it is that you don’t even believe your own words. You’re just scared, dude. Everyone gets scared. It’s human nature. Doesn’t mean you should give up on a great girl that obviously loves you no matter how much of a dick you are. I—I mean, shit happens, sometimes things don’t work out, but at least you did everything in your power to make sure it lasted as long as it could.”
Elijah’s fingers, which had been tightly gripping one of his sweat pants, gradually loosened, his eyes zoning in on Rylee’s as the obnoxious, awkward step-cousin suddenly sounded like the next love guru. He wasn’t sure if he was annoyed or amused.
“That sounds scarily intelligent of you,” Elijah mused.
His face lit up instantly before gasping, “Really? Why, thank you. I’ve been reading the Cosmopolitan a lot lately.”
Elijah blinked at him before furrowing his eyebrows together. “Isn’t that a woman’s magazine?”
The younger man instantly straightened up before letting out a tiny cough. “Well, the chicks in those things are hot, so—“
He raised his hands, the tiniest smile perking at the corners of his lips. “Aye, I'm not judging.”
Rylee scratched behind his ear before nodding. “Anyways, um, why does she hate you right now anyways? I know chicks are mad bipolar, but…”
“She thinks I cheated,” Elijah replied casually while folding a pair of jeans.
“What?” He noisily took in air. “Did you—”
“Of course not,” Elijah sighed.
“What the fuck, man! We have to go tell her right now!” His fingers curled around the door but Elijah shot up to him as quickly as he had attempted to exit the room.
“She can’t know, Rylee.”
“Why not?”
“Because it’s best for the both of us if she hates me. That way, she can get over me and I can try to get over her. At least until I figure out what the hell I want out of life.”
“B-But you guys are so perf—”
Elijah closed in on him. “Swear to me you won’t say a word.”
Their eyes burned into each other’s for a thirty seconds at best until Rylee was nodding in defeat. “Fine.”
Elijah backed off before returning to his suit case. “It’s for the best,” he murmured under his breath, as if trying to convince himself.
It was.