Post by Rosabeth on Oct 6, 2012 16:16:21 GMT -8
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I'm going to murder her. Rhys stabbed at his crab legs to vent his anger but they were not nearly a large enough target. Anja's chest seemed like a perfect one. Selene shot Rhys a look from the corner of her eye that indicated she'd had enough of Anja's insults for one night.[/font][/blockquote]
"I'm sure your mother was lovely, Jessa," Selene said, putting on a smile, "as is your mother, Anja. I don't know how Lady Vyserene does it. I would have completely lost it after having you as a child, but yet she carries on under the disappointment of it all. What a wonderful woman."
Rhys nearly choked on his crab. He coughed into his napkin, his eyes watering as he tried to compose himself. Dima didn't even attempt to pass off his laughter as choking, instead laughing loud and deep, throwing his head back in glee. Even Jessa couldn't help but smile, her lips pressed tightly together as she tried to contain it. Selene showed no reaction, continuing to poke at her food with her head held high. Anja, on the other hand, looked as if she'd been slapped.
"So, Jessa, you were saying?"
The rest of the dinner passed considerably more smoothly. Anja was never once discouraged from her verbal assault, but somehow Selene had a witty banter for each one, and by the end of the dinner Rhys's sides hurt from nearly splitting with laughter. Dima attempted at several failed jokes as well as a few innapropriate passes at Jessa. Though Jessa mostly looked disguested and irritated, after one particularly overt statement, one Rhys had called his brother out on, Dima's sharp cry and Jessa's smug expression implied she'd taken matters into her own hands - or feet - under the table.
The servants arrived on cue to clear out the meal as the Lords and Ladies were ushered into the sitting room for wine. Rhys followed their lead, walking side by side with Selene, until he turned a corner and was jerked out of the procession nearly violently.
"Wha-" Selene's hand went to his mouth, preventing him from finishing his thought. She motioned for him to be quiet and took his hand, leading him down a dark hallway. Rhys was about to ask where she was taking him and how she knew her way so well in the dark, but as he thought of the many times she'd wandered these very halls his questions seemed redundant. Soon enough they came to a plain door just outside the sleeping wing. Selene turned the knob quietly, taking extreme care to avoid attracting any of the servants as she pulled Rhys in after her. The moment the door was clicked shut was the moment all pretenses were off.
Her lips came to his immediately in a desperate, passionate kiss, her hands tangling themselves in his hair. Rhys pulled her in by the waist, feeling the curve of her back with his fingertips as they backed clumsily into the small library. He matched her enthusiasm with equal fervor, unable to kiss her deeply or quickly enough. They bumped into a table eventually and Rhys lifted Selene off the ground, setting her on the dark surface. In the brief moment in which they paused, only separating enough to look at one another, Rhys forced all of his qualms aside. Selene's fiery look, her heavy breathing, the way she leaned in to kiss his neck made him forget why he'd been opposed to any of this in the first place. Her hands pulled at his doublet, trying to quickly undo the many fastens, and Rhys worked diligently on the back of her corset, all the while they stopped their kisses only briefly. Just as Selene had managed to removed his doublet, running her hands under his shift, a creak of the door stopped them both in their tracks.
"I'm sorry for, um -" Jessa sputtered, looking flustered and shocked. She looked away constantly yet couldn't seem to move, frozen at the doorway. "I just came looking for you and... I'll go." She hastily gathered herself and slipped through the door, shutting it behind her.
"Shit."
Selene's hands were still on his chest, their bodies posed in the same way they had been when Jessa had entered, but their expressions were much altered. Rhys slowly dropped his hands from Selene's back, running them through his hair as he turned away in frustration. It was idiotic, ludicrous to have acted so rashly. Rhys could only imagine Jessa's embarrassment and mentally noted to apologize later, though he doubted that would do much good.
"Rhys, I -"
"No," he interupted, turning back to Selene. He cupped her face softly, moving with all the gentleness he'd not used in their moment of thoughtless passion. "I'm so, so sorry. I'm so sorry that any of this had to happen. So, so sorry."
"Don't apologize to me. This was not your idea, I know that. Neither of us wanted this. Damn!" She brought her hands to her face, hiding her eyes. "I hate your damned father. I hate him!"
"What are we going to do?" Rhys asked softly, his fingers tracing mindlessly on the back of Selene's hand.
"I'd do it, you know. I'd be your mistress."
Rhys was taken aback. "You couldn't."
"Why not? It's not like all the other families don't do it. The Paryet's have had lovers for years and no one cares. It was an arranged marriage, just something political, nothing more. We could do that."
"No, we couldn't. I don't want that. I can't want that."
"Why not? Don't bring up some stupid moral reason either because I know for damned sure that that's not your problem. You've never cared about such stupid moral reasons."
"No, it's not that," Rhys's voice cracked and he could feel the tears brimming in his eyes despite his best attempts to repress them. "You'll be married in a year or two and will possibly live somewhere else. We'll rarely see each other and when we do it will only be in these formal situations, these situations in which we must bow and scrape and follow the rules of formality. I don't want us to have to hide and sneak around like petty thieves. I want you to have the chance to find someone you love, someone you can be happy with."
"But I'm happy with you," Selene whispered, her voice wavering.
Rhys drew her in, holding her close to his chest as she pressed his lips to her forehead. "And I with you, but you deserve a chance. There is hope for you yet. I will not be the last man you love."
A sob ripped through the air, but Rhys was not sure from whom it came. They sat in the dark, holding each other close for an indiscernable amount of time, Rhys playing with Selene's curls and her arms wrapped around his waist. When they both grew quiet and still Selene pulled away, her face more composed than Rhys knew his to be.
"Fine," she said, her voice dull and quiet. "But if I am to move on then you must move on to. You must make an attempt to love her."
"I can't."
"Yes, you can, it's only fair if I must do the same." Selene insisted. She straightened up, fumbling with her dress and attempting to fix her hair. "My offer still stands, but until then at least promise me we may remain friends. I am much to close to all of you for awkward civility. Oh, and if I ever hear of you taking another mistress I will personally come destroy you."